Hi @Unknown33,
I feel for you as have been in a similar position. I do still have feelings for them and would like to give it a go as for me there was never any real closure.
As hard as this is to read, I would suggest moving on. I haven’t met anyone else and still think of my guy often but have learnt to accept that whether it was down to timing or that too much went on between us- we can’t go back.
I wasted years trying to convince him to change his mind.
Don’t do the same. If it’s meant to be it will be we can’t force them into anything. Love should be easy!
HB x